Good things, and bad things.

They happen.

What make good things good is when dreams come true.
And what makes bad things really bad is when the dreams you thought were gonna come true turns out to be something worse than when nothing happens.
(I hope im making some sense here, well i'm trying to.)


Recently, i thought a good thing was going to happen.
It was in the midst of happening.
But ended up not to be real.
I cried really bad for one whole night.
Teared at the mention of the event for about 3 weeks.
And a real good thing happened which made the tearing stop altogether.
Lucky for me, the good thing stayed.


Quite a long time ago, another good thing happened.
Good thing stayed for a while.
And only about a few days ago, good thing turned bad thing.
A few hours ago, bad thing turned worse thing.


What makes worse things worst is that you have friends together in the same sitution with you, only for them, its only been good things.
It's not really about the "bad things happen to me and not others".
But more like, the friends would notice you being in a bad situation, but yet would watch quietly and thank god that bad things aren't happening to them.
Well, at the very least they feel sorry for you too.
Just that you had to find out from someone else that the friends are sorry for you.


What a joke.
I guess i should still embrace it all with grace.
Man, i can be quite a baby sometimes.